Hubris
That's what this entry is going to be, so feel free to move along. Nothing to see here...
When last we met, I was seriously high on spring and high on biking. But I overdid it. I biked to work on Thursday (10 miles each way) and then did it again on Friday. Thursday night I felt fantastic. Friday night, well, not so much. I was way too tired to bike home and I knew it but I did it anyway and it was a serious slog. I made it (and in good time, surprisingly), but my body rebelled. The fibromyalgia that's been behaving itself quite well (with a few exceptions) for the last 12+ years (many thanks to SSRIs) decided I needed to be taken down a peg. Friday night I crawled into bed with that familiar old deep, sickening ache all down one leg and in both arms and hands. It's been much better since then, but I'm still stiff and achey and exhausted.
I didn't take much of a rest over the weekend - Y and I took commuter rail all the way to Long Island (dirt cheap but time-consuming) for the wonderful 40th birthday party of our delightful Raqs. Indian food and belly dancing! And I delivered the Montego Bay scarf I made for her, which went over very well. Here's a picture of me in it, though it looks most at home on its recipient (but I didn't manage to get a picture of it there).

Pattern: Montego Bay Scarf by Amy Singer for Interweave Knits
Yarn: Conjoined Creations Passtimes Soy Silk - less than one skein
Colorway: Joyce
Needles: US8
Anyway, back to the whine. So 5-ish hours on commuter rail + fabulous party + lovely brunch + 5 more hours on commuter rail doesn't exactly equal a weekend of recuperation.
So today I'm taking a sick day to see if my body can catch up. There will be kitties. There will be a movie or two. There will be naps. Maybe a walk. Some reading. Sadly no knitting and no Rosie's knitting circle - must rest the hands.
Really the thing that drives me the most crazy about all this is that spring on the river is marching on without me. The reason I rode two days in a row was that I couldn't stand not to see the next day's progression of blossoms. And now I'm missing so much! The daffs are starting to shrivel and the magnolia petals are littering the ground under the trees and the tulips are out and the next round of cherries are blooming and I'm not on my bike. Feh.











